post for my blog.
I would like to take this first post back to fully disclose a list of some of
the reasons for my long absence:
1. Graduate school- On a good note, by the end of this summer, I will have
completed my Master's Degree in School Counseling in ONE year.
Even more exciting, I have had the honor and privilage of walking the
stage. Since my college only has commencement ceremonies in the
Spring and Winter, they allow students with nine or less hours to pick
which ceremony they want to participate in.
Smiling because I didn't trip and fall off the stage.
My fantastic hubby!!!!
Wonderful children...minus my oldest who had to stay home
because he was scheduled for the SAT test that same morning.
2. November 30, 2010, my wonderful mother who was the center
of our family passed away. Her decline and subsequent death
occurred as a result of the mental/physical effects from the
whole brain radiation she endured after a surprising revelation
of brain cancer.
Taken 4 months before her death when she went on
vacation with us to Padre Island Texas.
3. Non-running: As of today, I can hardly run ONE mile without
having to stop. A year and a half ago I ran my one and only
half-marathon in under 3 hours. I know most of you could
run a marathon in under 3 hours but I'm not concerned about
my times so much as just having the ability to successfully
complete a race.
*Actually on March 30th, I did run my first 5K in a year. Me,
Doug, Jacob and Joshua ran in the Susan G. Komen Race for the
Cure in honor of my Angel Mother who fought and beat the battle
of Breast Cancer some years ago.
After the race.
My hubby who has NEVER run a 5K nor has he run even a mile in
YEARS, ran the whole 5K with me and only stopped because I
needed a few breaks.
Showoff!!!
Squash and Sugar...ran the whole 5K, for the first time ever in
28 minutes after stopping once briefly at Mile 1.
DOUBLE SHOWOFFS!!!
4. Pure disappointment and disgust with myself as the MAIN reason
why I have not blogged lately. As some of you may remember,
I had a tummy-tuck last summer. It was a tough recovery, but I
was and still am pretty happy with the results. As I was told by
many, you can still gain wait after a tummy tuck but it will most
likely occur in other places such as legs, butt, arms, face etc....
Well, it happened...I've gained 75% of my weight back that I
worked so hard to lose a few years ago and it is SO
DEPRESSING!! My job this year has changed from previous
years, and it's pretty much become a "desk job" in the classroom;
monitoring students who work independently on their courses.
While this has been the "IDEAL" job for someone working on
their Master's degree...not so much for a person who wants to
remain thin and active.
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Well, that's the main jest of it...while normal family activities etc...
always are a sure excuse, I believe in my heart the main reason for
not posting is reason #4.
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I have signed up for the November Rock n Roll in San Antonio. This
will be my 2nd Half Marathon and I'm hoping to get back into the
correct frame of mind to build myself up to run the majority of this race.
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While on my hiatus, I pretty much kept with all of you that I have followed
and I promise now to start commenting and becoming active in YOUR
lives again! I hope you all will be able to find a minute or so to help
me out with some motivation and encouragement. I REALLY need it!
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I guess that's it for now! Take care everyone, and I PROMISE to be in
touch soon... :) Really, I PROMISE!!

Sorry to hear about your mother. That must have been tough. And congratulations on the degree.
ReplyDeleteGlad you're back. Sorry about your mom.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad you are back! I almost fell out of my chair when I saw a comment from you the other day.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about your mom. I cannot imagine how tough that would be. I hope you are doing okay and cannot wait to hear more from you!
Congratulations on your degree, and I'm so sorry about your mom.
ReplyDelete32:35 is my current PR from 3 years ago, so that's what I was hoping to beat this time around. Hopefully you're right and the adrenaline will carry me through!
I'm so happy to see you're back!
Hi Monica,
ReplyDeleteThanks for commenting on my blog. Glad you have an update. You and I have a lot in common, don't we?
Congrats on your Masters! What an achievement. (Alas, I do not have a masters degree. I do like to use fancy words like "alas" that make me sound smart. :)
I'm so sorry about your mom. If you've been reading me long, you know my dad died on 10/7/2010. The after can be just as hard as the during, can't it?
I also barely blogged for a long time, mainly because I was so disgusted with my weight gain and lack of running. It was hard to do anything but keep my head above water. Blogging wasn't a priority because *I* wasn't a priority.
I also can't run right now. You just did a 5k, which is great!! Glad your family was with you. The Komen races are the best. So inspiring. I ran my best half marathon in Oct 2008, when I was my skinniest, in 2 hours 16 minutes (and that was with a pee break). I mourn the body that could do that.
At my highest weight this year, I'd gained 40 pounds back from my lowest weight in 2008. So, yeah, I can sure identify with what you are going through.
I am looking forward to reading your updates, and also going back and reading your archives so I can get to know you better.
Have a great week. Do your best and be kind to yourself.
Hi Monica! I was surprised to see your comment today - you have been a busy lady. I'm so sorry about your mom...that must have been a tremendous loss. My sympathies to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI'm very impressed that you finished your Master's program in a year - wow!
As for the weight gain, yes, it's distressing. But maybe now that the stress of school is over, you will be able to get back on track. And running will come with that. Glad you are back at it...wish I could join you!